who I am
I'm Onyxicca. You can call me Ony or Ember.
I'm a Romanian disabled gamer, artist and creator obsessed with vampires, dark fantasy and gothic worlds.ย
Find me on socials:
@onyxicca,ย @emberosis and @mindfulvampire
what I create
ย เฃช ห ย videos, streams & game coverageย หย เฃชย
ย เฃช ห ย content on my blog Between Battlesย หย เฃช
เฃชย ห ย designing products for fellow gamers, spoonies and those building a life despite challengesย หย เฃชย
ย เฃช หย & other creative projectsย หย เฃชย ย
what I play
ย ย เฃช หย RPGsย หย เฃชย
ย เฃช หย ARPGsย หย เฃชย
ย เฃช หย MMOsย หย เฃชย
ย เฃช หย soulslikesย หย เฃช
ย เฃช หย survival craftingย หย เฃชย ย
ย เฃช หย dark fantasyย หย เฃชย
ย เฃช หย vampire gamesย หย เฃชย
ย เฃช หย gothic worldsย หย เฃช
+ whatever else pulls me in
favorites
โกย เฃช หย Elden Ringย หย เฃช โก
โกย เฃช หย Bloodborneย หย เฃช โก
โกย เฃช หย WoWย หย เฃช โก
โกย เฃช หย V Risingย หย เฃช โก
โกย เฃช หย Path of Exileย หย เฃช โกย
โกย เฃช หย Castlevaniaย หย เฃช โก
IRL things
ย เฃช หย art, reading & writingย หย เฃช
ย เฃช ห ย vampire folklore & media ย หย เฃช
ย เฃชย หย baking experimentsย หย เฃชย
ย เฃช หย thrifting old / odd thingsย หย เฃช ย
ย เฃช หย natureย photographyย หย เฃช ย ย
ย เฃช หย working in educationย หย เฃชย
ย เฃช ห ย exploring the natural worldย หย เฃชย
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Games have always been more than entertainment to me. Iโm interested in what they can do for our minds: curiosity, problem-solving, persistence, connection and joy, especially when the physical world becomes harder to access.
A sample of my sponsored gaming content. I get into the game, share my experience and let the gameplay speak for itself.ย
For: Game studios, publishers, brands + creator partners
- Iโm open to sponsored content, paid game coverage, review/creator keys, affiliate partnerships, product features, and other creator campaigns that fit my audience and interests.
- My strongest gaming fit: RPGs, Soulslikes, MMOs, ARPGs, dark fantasy, gothic and vampire-themed games, plus adjacent action, fantasy, and story-driven titles. My audience is especially familiar with games in the orbit of WoW, FFXIV, FromSoftware, Path of Exile, V Rising, Dawnwalker, and similar genres.
- Also open to: relevant non-gaming partnerships, especially around wellness, self-care, accessibility, comfort, health-conscious living, longevity, home-office/gaming setups, ergonomic products, and products that make everyday life easier or more enjoyable for people with chronic illness.
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Interested in working together?
Email: onyxicca@yahoo.com
WHY SUPPORT MATTERS
Emberosis is an independent project with real upkeep behind it: the shop, product selection, design work, blog, newsletter and future releases all take time, care, and monthly costs to sustain. Every purchase, membership and share helps keep the work available and gives it room to grow.
Every Body Has Lore Shirt | Oversized Gothic Chronic Illness Tee
Every Body Has Lore.
A heavyweight oversized gothic tee for people whose bodies have history, hidden stats, plot twists, scars, symptoms, survival mechanics, and stories nobody can see from the outside.
The back reads:
Not every story is visible from the outside.
This double-sided design is made for chronic illness, disability, invisible illness, chronic pain, chronic fatigue, EDS, POTS, dysautonomia, autoimmune illness, endometriosis, medical trauma, recovery, and anyone carrying a body with lore.
Subtle, dark, and wearable, this shirt is perfect for people who want chronic illness merch that feels more like gothic streetwear than a medical brochure.
Part of Between Battles, an Emberosis collection of darkly designed apparel, accessories, journals, and everyday tools for gamers, spoonies, chronically ill people, and anyone living life with real limits.
Read the blog for more behind the collection:
https://BetweenBattles.com
Join Emberosis for updates, new product drops, and shop discounts:
Free membership: 10% off the shop
Paid membership: 15% off the shop
Every Body Has Lore Shirt | Oversized Gothic Chronic Illness Tee Size Guide
| Size label | Length | Width |
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S
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27.75
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19.75
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M
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28.75
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20.75
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L
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29.75
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22.75
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XL
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30.75
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24.75
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2XL
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31.75
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26.75
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3XL
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32.75
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30.75
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Dream Alchemy Journal PDF ยท 30-Day Dream Journal + Symbol Reflection Workbook
โ ๏ธFree for paid Emberosis members.
Paid members can add this product to their cart while logged in, and the discount will apply automatically at checkout.
>> JOIN A MEMBER TIER TO GET THIS PRODUCT FOR FREE
A printable and digital 74-page dream journal for recording dreams, tracking symbols, and reflecting through an alchemical lens.
Main listing description
Dream Alchemy Journal is a printable and digital PDF created for recording dreams, tracking recurring symbols, and reflecting on what keeps returning.
Use it as a private dream journal, a monthly reflection record, or a companion for Dream Alchemy, the Emberosis series where selected submitted dreams may become written retellings, symbolic reflections, visual pieces, videos, or other creative works.
Inside, youโll find 30 dream entries, dream index pages, a Dream Alchemy method, alchemical stage references, symbol prompts, and optional pages for preparing a dream submission through Emberosis.
This journal can be used completely on its own. You do not need to submit a dream to use it.
Whatโs included
- 1 digital PDF download
- 74 pages
- US Letter size, 8.5 x 11 inches
- 30 dream entries
- Dream index pages
- Dream Alchemy method page
- Alchemical stages reference
- Symbol reference page
- Optional Dream Alchemy submission pages
- Designed for printing or digital annotation
Important note
Dream Alchemy is for creative reflection only. This journal is not psychological counseling, medical care, mental health treatment, diagnosis, legal advice, or crisis support. If dream work brings up distress, trauma, or anything that feels unsafe to hold alone, please seek support from a licensed professional or local crisis service.
ALSO:
Non-members can purchase the journal here for $9. Paid Emberosis members receive it free at checkout.
The Manifesto
Before matches, before lighters, people kept embers. At night, they could not simply let it burn. A fire left open would spend itself too quickly. It might blaze for a while, then leave nothing useful by morning. So they changed how the fire was kept. They lowered the flame. They gathered the embers, covered them in ash, and kept enough heat alive for morning. This was called banking a fire. It did not end the night. It did not remove the cold. It did not make the fire larger than it was. It kept the fire from becoming ash. That is the banked fire at the center of Emberosis... (Continue reading)
Between Battles
I write at BetweenBattles.com about life with multiple chronic illnesses, chronic pain, fatigue, body limits, rest, self-care, games, dreams, and the hard-earned lessons that come from living in a body that keeps changing the rules. I also send Embers Between Battles, a free monthly newsletter for people whose bodies or nervous systems have been on high alert too long.
When you join, you get 30 free grounding cards right away: simple phone-sized cards for nervous system regulation in a sit-at-a-bonfire vibe.
Donate
If you've enjoyed any of my work or online presence, supporting here keeps it going.
Become a member
Ember
Free
- Receive monthly newsletter (Embers Between Battles)
- 30 grounding cards in newsletter welcome email
- Emberosis Manifesto ebook
- 10% off shop discount, one-time use (using code on $25 orders unlocks 1 FREE month of the ROUSED EMBER $5/month tier)
Roused Ember
$7.50 SGD per month (plus tax)
- Receive monthly newsletter (Embers Between Battles)
- 30 grounding cards in newsletter welcome email
- Emberosis Manifesto ebook
- 15% off shop - ongoing discount on all items during active membership
- Dream Alchemy Journal PDF included free at checkout
- Dream Submission Access ๐ Level 1 - Lowest Selection Chance
Kindled Ember
$22.00 SGD per month (plus tax)
- Receive monthly newsletter (Embers Between Battles)
- 30 grounding cards in newsletter welcome email
- Emberosis Manifesto ebook
- 15% off shop - ongoing discount on all items during active membership
- Dream Alchemy Journal PDF included free at checkout
- Dream Submission Access ๐ Level 2 - Medium Selection Chance
Eternal Ember
$41.00 SGD per month (plus tax)
- Receive monthly newsletter (Embers Between Battles)
- 30 grounding cards in newsletter welcome email
- Emberosis Manifesto ebook
- 15% off shop - ongoing discount on all items during active membership
- Dream Alchemy Journal PDF included free at checkout
- Dream Submission Access ๐ Level 3 - Highest Selection Chance
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