The Creator
I’m Onyxicca, creator of Emberosis.
I design tools, products, and writing for gamers, spoonies, and anyone whose body is set on hard mode. My work is shaped by my own experience with multiple chronic conditions, along with gaming, ritual, and the practical need for things that make difficult days feel more livable.
The writing side of this world lives at Between Battles, where I publish essays and the monthly Embers Between Battles newsletter.
Emberosis is an independent project with real upkeep behind it: the shop, product selection, design work, blog, newsletter, tools, and future releases all take time, care, and monthly costs to sustain. Every purchase, membership and share helps keep the work available and gives it room to keep growing.
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I Farm Spoons Not Runes Shirt | Spoonie Gamer & Chronic Illness Tee
I farm spoons, not runes.
A dark fantasy spoonie shirt for anyone whose real grind is managing energy.
This shirt is made for people living with chronic illness, chronic fatigue, chronic pain, disability, invisible illness, spoonie life, flare days, and fluctuating capacity. The design perfect for disabled gamers, chronically ill gamers, RPG fans, fantasy fans, and anyone who understands that spoons are the real currency.
Wear it for gaming sessions, errands, recovery days, appointments, low-energy days, or any moment when your main resource is not gold, runes, mana, or stamina. It is energy.
Part of Between Battles, an Emberosis collection of darkly designed apparel, accessories, journals, and everyday tools for gamers, spoonies, chronically ill people, and anyone living life with real limits.
Read the blog for more behind the collection:
https://BetweenBattles.com
Join Emberosis for updates, new product drops, and shop discounts:
Free membership: 10% off the shop
Paid membership: 15% off the shop
I Farm Spoons Not Runes Shirt | Spoonie Gamer & Chronic Illness Tee Size Guide
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XS
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27
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16 1/2
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S
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28
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18
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M
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29
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20
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L
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30
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22
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XL
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31
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24
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2XL
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32
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26
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3XL
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33
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28
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4XL
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34
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30
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5XL
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35
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32
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The Manifesto
Before matches, before lighters, people kept embers. At night, they could not simply let it burn. A fire left open would spend itself too quickly. It might blaze for a while, then leave nothing useful by morning. So they changed how the fire was kept. They lowered the flame. They gathered the embers, covered them in ash, and kept enough heat alive for morning. This was called banking a fire. It did not end the night. It did not remove the cold. It did not make the fire larger than it was. It kept the fire from becoming ash. That is the banked fire at the center of Emberosis... (Continue reading)
Between Battles
I write at BetweenBattles.com about life with multiple chronic illnesses, chronic pain, fatigue, body limits, rest, self-care, games, dreams, and the hard-earned lessons that come from living in a body that keeps changing the rules. I also send Embers Between Battles, a free monthly newsletter for people whose bodies or nervous systems have been on high alert too long.
When you join, you get 30 free grounding cards right away: simple phone-sized cards for nervous system regulation in a sit-at-a-bonfire vibe.
Read the blog, join the newsletter, or support the work through Emberosis membership.
WHY SUPPORT MATTERS
Emberosis is built by one person, slowly and deliberately. Support helps fund the tools, designs, writing, experiments, and member features that keep this project alive. Every purchase, gift, membership, or affiliate click gives me more room to keep building without turning the work into another source of burnout.
WAYS TO SUPPORT
Shop, send a gift, or use affiliate links to help keep Emberosis going.
Donate
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Become a member
Ember
Free
- Emberosis Manifesto ebook
- 30 grounding cards in newsletter welcome email
- Receive monthly newsletter (Letters Between Battles)
- 10% off shop discount, one-time use (using code on $25 orders unlocks 1 FREE month of the ROUSED EMBER $5/month tier)
Roused Ember
RM 24.00 per month
- Emberosis Manifesto ebook
- 30 grounding cards in newsletter welcome email
- Dream Alchemy Journal PDF included free at checkout
- Receive monthly newsletter (Letters Between Battles)
- 15% off shop - ongoing discount on all items during active membership
- Dream Submission Access 🜁 Level 1 - Lowest Selection Chance
Kindled Ember
RM 72.00 per month
- Emberosis Manifesto ebook
- 30 grounding cards in newsletter welcome email
- Dream Alchemy Journal PDF included free at checkout
- Receive monthly newsletter (Letters Between Battles)
- 15% off shop - ongoing discount on all items during active membership
- Dream Submission Access 🜁 Level 2 - Medium Selection Chance
Eternal Ember
RM 127.00 per month
- Emberosis Manifesto ebook
- 30 grounding cards in newsletter welcome email
- Dream Alchemy Journal PDF included free at checkout
- Receive monthly newsletter (Letters Between Battles)
- 15% off shop - ongoing discount on all items during active membership
- Dream Submission Access 🜁 Level 3 - Highest Selection Chance
Gift membership
Your gift will be given away live at twitch.tv/emberosis!
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