Silently Screaming Internally Hoodie | Gothic Chronic Illness Zip Hoodie

€54.35
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Silently screaming internally for years.

A dark gothic zip hoodie for anyone who has been holding it together with a polite face and a skull-shaped amount of internal noise.

This back-print hoodie is made for people living with chronic illness, chronic pain, chronic fatigue, burnout, anxiety, invisible illness, disability, spoonie life, endometriosis, flare days, and the kind of emotional exhaustion that accumulates quietly over time. The skull, moth, and floral artwork gives it a dark botanical feel while keeping the message sharp, honest, and deeply relatable.

The design is printed on the back of the hoodie, keeping the front clean while letting the statement sit where it feels dramatic enough to belong. Wear it for recovery days, errands, gaming sessions, appointments, work-from-home layers, chilly nights, or any day where the outside is functional but the inside is performing opera in a haunted basement.

This hoodie is part of Given the Conditions, a collection from the Emberosis world created by Onyxicca. Given the Conditions is also my newsletter, where I write about chronic illness, rest, resilience, adaptation, gaming, dark aesthetics, and living meaningfully under real conditions.

Read the blog and join the newsletter here:
https://emberosis.com/pages/blog

Joining the Emberosis membership signs you up for the newsletter and gives you 10% off shop products, including designs from the Given the Conditions collection.

Product details:
Cozy full-zip hoodie made with soft 3-end fleece and a relaxed fit. 80% cotton, 20% recycled polyester. Midweight 8.3 oz fabric. Three-panel hood with fleece lining. Matching drawcord with metal eyelets and tipped ends. Auto-lock zipper. Front kangaroo pockets. Ribbed cuffs and waistband. Tear-away tag. Under 5% shrinkage.

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  • 80% cotton, 20% recycled polyester
  • Heather Grey is 70% cotton, 30% recycled polyester
  • Other heather colors are 60% cotton, 40% recycled polyester
  • Midweight fabric (8.3 oz.)
  • 3-end fleece
  • Relaxed fit
  • Side-seamed construction
  • Three-panel hood with fleece lining
  • Matching round drawcord with metal eyelets and tipped ends
  • Zipper with auto-lock slider
  • Front kangaroo pockets
  • Double-needle topstitching on all seams
  • Ribbed cuffs and waistband
  • Twill neck tape
  • Tear-away tag
  • Under 5% shrinkage

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  • Quality is guaranteed. If there is a print error or visible quality issue, we'll replace or refund it.
  • Because the products are made to order, we do not accept general returns or sizing-related returns.